My creations......

I had never thought of myself as an "artistic person" (right until now).


All around me I would see people drawing, painting, sketching, cooking, knitting etc etc and wonder how it would feel to be able to create something (rather anything). 


Well.. I did try my hand at drawing and cooking!
As far as drawing goes.. I think I SUCK! :D You wouldn't even be able to identify MICKEY MOUSE if I drew one :D :D.
And cooking.. how much ever I would love to be called an EXCELLENT COOK.. I HATE COOKING. (and I only talk about the everyday BORING cooking.. and not once in a while "special dish" cooking.)


I did WRITE for a while. But that was only till my grandparents were around.. to read (and re-read) whatever I had written and praise me as if I was the best writer :). (How I miss those dayz!)


Well anyways coming back to my artistic capabilities... Now, after all these years (all thanks to RECESSION) I finally found out that even I can CREATE something. Yup. I finally have a HOBBY.. CHOCOLATE MAKING!! And in my dictionary this defintely counts as being ARTISTIC :D.


The satisfaction I get when I see someone relishing the chocolates that I made... makes me feel as if I am on the top of the world :) !!!


It has not only become my all time stress-buster but also my successful part time business. 


Take a look at some of the chocolates I made.. (didn't say taste coz you'll have to place an order for that :D :D)

:) they look lovely isn't it? Well they taste equally amazing :D

Bas yun hi.....

कुछ ख्वाब शायद बंद निगाहों के लिए ही बनते हैं,

क्यूँकी डर लगता है कहीं हकीकत बनने के बाद,

वोह ख्वाब ज़िन्दगी भर एक ज़ख्म बनकर न रह जाये|

कुछ सवालों के जवाब न ही मिले तो अच्छा है,

क्यूँकी डर लगता है कहीं जवाब मिलने के बाद,

जीने की वजह रहे न रहे|

An amazing day!!!!

- Two mouth watering cakes ( a chocolate cake and a fruit cake)

- diamond ear-rings 

(thnx ma n papa)

- an sms bang at midnight from a friend who can (almost) never remember birthdays 

(thnx CC)

- a surprise visit from my lovely friends 

(a BIG thnx to PP, RR, PS, and SG ( and ZT) for making the day so so special for me)

- a lovely bouquet of flowers

( PP, RR, PS, SG, and ZT)

- a lovely card 

(thnx sis)

- a bag full of clothes 

(thnx sis)

- and talking to three people after almost ELEVEN MONTHS 

(just talking to them did the trick- thanks to Ish n Jit coz of whom I cud talk to Aunty, Maashima n Dida)

Didn't need anything else to make my day PERFECT!

Thanks to all of you for making this day so so so memorable!

Woke up to a lovely misty day...

Woke up to a lovely misty day... and it feels so amazing to see the sun rays passing thru the mist; passing on its golden hue to everything around it..


Its just one of those days when I can keep staring out of the window and escape into my dream-world, where I am free.. free to do the things that make me feel at peace..

roaming arnd in the lush green mountains..

listening to the waves crashing onto the shore..      

watching a sunrise (most unlikely) or a sunset(more likely)..

feel the falling snow on my face..

listening to the calmness of a lake..

lying on a hammock and star gazing..

watching a goat-kid prance about his/her mother..

looking at the sky and watching the shapes of the clouds..

and the list never ends.....

Musings of the devil's workshop.....

Another day wasted (wallowing in self-pity) : oblivious to the world around me.




It was just one of those days when all I thought of was.....

  all the things I failed at;

  all the decisions I made only because someone else wanted things to happen that way and I blindly followed       that path only coz I didn't have the courage to voice out my opinions or follow them;

  all the (WRONG) decisions I stood by and accepted without reasoning it out;

  all that i had to face or listen to only coz I kept quiet when I shouldn't have;

  the person I had dreamt of becoming and the person I am today!

It was just one of those days when i wished I cud put the blame for all this on someone else... but deep inside knew that irrespective of whom i put the blame on.. i am the sole reason for it!


Now that I think of all the blunders (small or big) I committed over the years.. I just wish that I had a remote control with the rewind button on it.. atleast i cud have un-done a few if not all.. Everyone gets a second chance to change things or do it in a different way (atleast thats wat they say).. Will I get mine? Or did I just miss that while wallowing in self pity;